The Inner Valley

When despair grows in me and I wake in the night at the least sound in fear of what my life and my children's lives may be, I go and lie down where the wood drake rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds. I come into the peace of wild things who do not tax their lives with forethought of grief. I come into the presence of still water. And I feel above me the day-blind stars waiting for their light. For a time I rest in the grace of the world, and am free .  ****** * ✎ W endell Berry (Henry County, Kentucky, United States, born 5 August 1934) ◙ Artwork:  Henri-Joseph Harpignies

Fleas dream of buying themselves a dog, and nobodies dream of escaping poverty: that one magical day good luck will suddenly rain down on them–will rain down in buckets. But good luck doesn’t rain down yesterday, today, tomorrow, or ever. Good luck doesn’t even fall in a fine drizzle, no matter how hard the nobodies summon it, even if their left hand is tickling, or if they begin the new day with their right foot, or start the new year with a change of brooms. The nobodies: nobody’s children, owners of nothing. The nobodies: the no ones, the nobodied, running like rabbits, dying through life, screwed every which way. Who are not, but could be. Who don’t speak languages, but dialects. Who don’t have religions, but superstitions. Who don’t create art, but handicrafts. Who don’t have culture, but folklore. Who are not human beings, but human resources. Who do not have faces, but arms. Who do not have names, but numbers. Who do not appear in the history of the world,

“Beauty is no material thing. Beauty cannot be copied. Beauty is the sensation of pleasure on the mind of the seer. No thing is beautiful. But all things await the sensitive and imaginative mind that may be aroused to pleasurable emotion at sight of them. This is beauty.” ******* ✍ Robert Henri (Cincinnati, Ohio, 24 June 1865 ~ New York City, 12 July, 1929). ◙ Artwork: 'Laughing Gypsy Girl' (1915), Robert Henri.

We can't complain. We're not out of work. We don't go hungry. We eat. The grass grows, the social product, the fingernail, the past. The streets are empty. The deals are closed. The sirens are silent. All that will pass. The dead have made their wills. The rain's become a drizzle. The war's not yet been declared. There's no hurry for that. We eat the grass. We eat the social product. We eat the fingernails. We eat the past. We have nothing to conceal. We have nothing to miss. We have nothing to say. We have. The watch has been wound up. The bills have been paid. The washing-up has been done. The last bus is passing by. It is empty. We aren't complaining. What are we waiting for? ******* Hans Magnus Enzensberger (Kaufbeuren,Germany, 11 November 1929). ◙ Artwork: Pierre Bonnard

The wind is a horse: hear how it runs through the sea, through the sky. It wants to carry me: listen how it roves around the world to take me far away. Hide me in your arms just for this night, while the rain breaks its innumerable beak on the earth and the sea.   Hear how the wind comes galloping, calling to take me far away. With your forehead upon my forehead, with your mouth upon my mouth, our bodies bound by the love that burns us, let the wind pas s by without taking me away. Let the wind rush in crowned with foam, let it call me and seek me galloping through the shadows, while I, sunk into your immense eyes, just for this night, I shall rest, my love. ******* ✍ Pablo Neruda ( Parral, Chile, 12 July 1904 ~ Santiago, Chile, 23 September 1973). ◙ Artwork: Frederick Varley

We make our meek adjustments, Contented with such random consolations As the wind deposits In slithered and too ample pockets. For we can still love the world, who find A famished kitten on the step, and know Recesses for it from the fury of the street, Or warm torn elbow coverts. We will sidestep, and to the final smirk Dally the doom of that inevitable thumb That slowly chafes its puckered index toward us, Facing the dull squint with what innocence And what surprise! And yet these fine collapses are not lies More than the pirouettes of any pliant cane; Our obsequies are, in a way, no enterprise. We can evade you, and all else but the heart: What blame to us if the heart live on. The game enforces smirks; but we have seen The moon in lonely alleys make A grail of laughter of an empty ash can, And through all sound of gaiety and quest Have heard a kitten in the wilderness. ******* ✍ Hart Crane (Garret tsville, Ohio, United

Go  and open the door. Maybe outside there’s a tree, or a wood, a garden, or a magic city. Go and open the door. Maybe a dog’s rummaging. Maybe you’ll see a face, or an eye, or the picture of a picture. Go and open the door. If there’s a fog it will clear. Go and open the door. Even if there’s only the darkness ticking, even if there’s only the hollow wind, even if nothing is there, go and open the door. At least there’ll be a draught. *******  ✍ Miroslav Holub ( Plzeň, Czech Republic, 13 September 1923 ~ Prague, Czech Republic, 14 July 1998). ◙ Artwork: Andrew Wyeth

an ant dies, and no one mourns a bird dies, and no one mourns if it isn’t a crested ibis a monkey dies, and monkeys mourn a monkey dies, and people pry open its skull a shark dies, and another shark keeps swimming a tiger dies, and some people mourning are mourning themselves a person dies, and some people mourn and some people don’t a person dies, and some people mourn and some even applaud a generation dies, and the next generation doesn’t really mourn a country dies, most of the time just leaving apocrypha a country that doesn’t leave apocrypha wasn’t a real country if it wasn’t a real country, when it dies no one mourns no one mourns, and the wind blows in vain rivers flow in vain, washing over rocks in vain glistening in vain, making vain ripples the river dies, and it’s not for man to mourn the wind dies, and it’s not for man to mourn the river and wind make their way to the sea, the sea as vast as in Zhuangzi the vast sea dies, and you will have to die the dragon king dies

Once on a time, the ancient legends tell, Truth, rising from the bottom of her well, Looked on the world, but, hearing how it lied, Returned to her seclusion horrified. There she abode, so conscious of her worth, Not even Pilate's Question called her forth, Nor Galileo, kneeling to deny The Laws that hold our Planet 'neath the sky. Meantime, her kindlier sister, whom men call Fiction, did all her work and more than all, With so much zeal, devotion, tact, and care, That no one noticed Truth was otherwhere. ******* ✍ Rudyard Kipling (Bombay, India, 30 December 1865 ~ London, England, 18 January 1936). ◙ Artwork: Jean-Léon Gérôme. ' Truth Rising from her Well (to Shame Mankind)' (1896).

"This is not a book. This is libel, slander, defamation of character. This is not a book, in the ordinary sense of the word. No, this is a prolonged insult, a gob of spit in the face of Art, a kick in the pants to God, Man, Destiny, Time, Love, Beauty... what you will. I am going to sing for you, a little off key perhaps, but I will sing. I will sing while you croak, I will dance over your dirty corpse..." ******* ✎ Excerpt  from 'Trop ic of Cancer'. Henry Miller (New York, 26 December 1891 ~ Pacific Palisades, Los Angeles, 7 June 1980).

In bygone days when life's array - The sweet song of the nightingale And maidens' eyes, the rustling woods - Still left a fresh impression on me, When loftiness of feeling, And freedom, glory, love Artistic inspiration So deeply stirred my blood, My times of hope were cast in shade And pleasure dimmed by longing, For it was then an evil genius Began to pay me secret visits. Our meetings were quite dolorous: His smile, his glance mysterious, His venom-filled and caustic sermons Poured frozen poison in my soul. With endless slandering remarks He tempted Providence; He claimed that beauty's but a dream; Felt scorn for inspiration; He had no faith in love or freedom; He looked on life with ridicule- And in the whole of nature He did not wish to praise a single thing. *******   ✍ Aleksandr Serguéyevich Pushkin (Moscow, Russian Empire, 6 June 1799 ~ Saint Petersburg, Russian Empire, 10 February 1837). ◙ Artwork: Mikhail Vrubel

This being human is a guest house. Every morning a new arrival. A joy, a depression, a meanness, some momentary awareness comes As an unexpected visitor. Welcome and entertain them all! Even if they're a crowd of sorrows, who violently sweep your house empty of its furniture, still treat each guest honorably. He may be clearing you out for some new delight. The dark thought, the shame, the malice, meet them at the door laughing, and invite them in. Be grateful for whoever comes, because each has been sent as a guide from beyond. *******   ✍ Yalal ad-Din Muhammad Rumi (Balkh, Khwarezmian Empire, 30 September 1207 ~ K onya, Sultan ate of  Rum, 17 December 1273). ◙ Artwork: Charles Sims

"As scientific understanding has grown, so our world has become dehumanized. Man feels himself isolated in the cosmos, because he is no longer involved in nature and has lost his emotional “unconscious identity” with natural phenomena. These have slowly lost their symbolic implications. Thunder is no longer the voice of an angry god, nor is lightning his avenging missile. No river contains a spirit, no tree is the life principle of a man, no snake the embodiment of wisdom, no mountain cave the home of a great demon. No voices now speak to man from stones, plants, and animals, nor does he speak to them believing they can hear. His contact with nature has gone, and with it the profound emotional energy that this symbolic connection supplied."  ******* ✍ Carl Gustav Jung (Kesswil, Switzerland, 26 July 1875 ~ Küsnacht, Switzerland, 6 June 1961). ◙ Artwork: George Inness

No Madonna and Child could touch Her tenderness for a son She soon would have to forget .. . The air was heavy with odors of diarrhea, Of unwashed children with washed-out ribs And dried-up bottoms waddling in labored steps Behind blown-empty bellies. Other mothers there Had long ceased to care, but not this one: She held a ghost-smile between her teeth, And in her eyes the memory Of a mother’s pride .. . She had bathed him And rubbed him down with bare palms. She took from their bundle of possessions A broken comb and combed The rust-colored hair left on his skull And then—humming in her eyes—began carefully to part it. In their former life this was perhaps A little daily act of no consequence Before his breakfast and school; now she did it Like putting flowers on a tiny grave. ******* ✍ Chinua Achebe (Ogidi, Nigeria Protectorate, 16 No vember 193 0 ~ Boston, Massachusett s, 21 Mar ch 2013).

Destructivity is the result of an unlived life. What cannot grow up grows down — nails and hairs of the beard into the flesh, unrequited desires calcifying our blood vessels, envy changing into ulcers, sadness into lice, dirt into flies. We are always, in a way, wandering knights; we are always looking for what to fight for and against, whom to hate with a just hatred. This unlived life is like a boiling water pot in our hands which we hurry to put away, and there is no time for anything else, and we are angry at all who sit quietly around the kitchen table and talk about Erich Fromm and that destructivity is the result of an unlived life. ******* ✍ Jaan Kaplinski ( Tartu, Estonia, born 22 January 1941). ◙ Artwork: William Kurelek

Go, my songs, to the lonely and the unsatisfied, Go also to the nerve-racked, go to the enslaved-by-convention, Bear to them my contempt for their oppressors. Go as a great wave of cool water, Bear my contempt of oppressors. Speak against unconscious oppression, Speak against the tyranny of the unimaginative, Speak against bonds. Go to the bourgeoise who is dying of her ennuis, Go to the women in suburbs. Go to the hideously wedded, Go to them whose failure is concealed, Go to the unluckily mated, Go to the bought wife, Go to the woman entailed. Go to those who have delicate lust, Go to those whose delicate desires are thwarted, Go like a blight upon the dulness of the world; Go with your edge against this, Strengthen the subtle cords, Bring confidence upon the algae and the tentacles of the soul. Go in a friendly manner, Go with an open speech. Be eager to find new evils and new good, Be against all forms of oppression. Go to those who are thickened with middle age, To those who

The whirlwind will pass: Do thou be silent. And again thou shalt take thy horn Without being late; fear not that thou wilt be late And when overtaking, turn not backward. All that is comprehensible is incomprehensible. Where is the limit to miracles? And one last enjoinment, O my hunter! If on the first day of the hunting Thou shouldst not come upon the quarry, Grieve not— To thee is already destined the quarry! He who knows—searches. He who wins knowledge—achieves. He who has found—is amazed at the ease of the capture. He who has seized—sings hymns of attainment. Rejoice! Rejoice! Rejoice! O thrice-called hunter! ******* ✍ Nicholas Roerich (Saint Petersburg, Russian Empire, 9 October 1874 ~ Naggar, Himachal Pradesh, India). ◙ Artwork: 'Guga Chohan. Kuluta' (1931) by Nicholas Roerich.

Longing, and mystery, and delight… as if from the swaying blackness of some slow-motion masquerade onto the dim bridge you came. And night flowed, and silent there floated into its satin streams that black mask’s wolf-like profile and those tender lips of yours. And under the chestnuts, along the canal you passed, luring me askance. What did my heart discern in you, how did you move me so? In your momentary tenderness, or in the changing contour of your shoulders, did I experience a dim sketch of other — irrevocable — encounters? Perhaps romantic pity led you to understand what had set trembling that arrow now piercing through my verse? I know nothing. Strangely the verse vibrates, and in it, an arrow… Perhaps you, still nameless, were the genuine, the awaited one? But sorrow not yet quite cried out perturbed our starry hour. Into the night returned the double fissure of your eyes, eyes not yet illumed. For long? For ever? Far off I wand

She must have been kicked unseen or brushed by a car. Too young to know much, she was beginning to learn To use the newspapers spread on the kitchen floor And to win, wetting there, the words, "Good dog! Good dog!" We thought her shy malaise was a shot reaction. The autopsy disclosed a rupture in her liver. As we teased her with play, blood was filling her skin And her heart was learning to lie down forever. Monday morning, as the children were noisily fed And sent to school, she crawled beneath the youngest's bed. We found her twisted and limp but still alive. In the car to the vet's, on my lap, she tried To bite my hand and died. I stroked her warm fur And my wife called in a voice imperious with tears. Though surrounded by love that would have upheld her, Nevertheless she sank and, stiffening, disappeared. Back home, we found that in the night her frame, Drawing near to dissolution, had endured the shame Of diarrhoea and had dragged ac

There was a great reckoning. Words flew like stones through windows. She yelled and yelled, like the Angel of Judgment. Then the sun shot up, and a contrail appeared in the morning sky. In the sudden silence, the little room became oddly lonely as he dried her tears. Became like all the other little rooms on earth light finds hard to penetrate. Rooms where people yell and hurt each other. And afterwards feel pain, and loneliness. Uncertainty. The need to comfort. ******* ✍ Raymond Carver (Clatskanie, Oregon, 25 May 193 8 ~ Port Angeles, Washington, 2 August 1988). ◙ Artwork: Edward Hopper

Where once I loved my flesh, That social fellow, Now I want security of bone And cherish the silence of my skeleton. Where once I walked the world Hunting the devil, Now I find the darkness and the void Within my side. First to be good, then to be happy I Worked and prayed. Before the midnight, like the foul fiend, I killed my dear friend. Hope unto hope, dream beyond monstrous dream I sought the world. Now, at the black pitch and midnight of despair, I find it was always here. ******* ✍ Thomas McGrath ( Ransom County, North Dak ota, 20 November 1916 ~ Minneapolis, Minnesota, 20 September 1990). ◙ Artwork: Elliott Daingerfield

A bird once lived in me. A flower traveled in my blood. My heart was once a violin. I loved or didn’t love. But sometimes I was loved. I reveled in them, too: the spring, the hands together, bliss. I say, and so a man should be! Here lies a bird. A flower. A violin. ******* ✍ Juan Gelman (Buenos Aires, 3 May 1930 ~ México D. F., 14 January 2014). * Tra nslated by Robin Myers.